4th day without u

to day mrng get up 6 sth bt ytd slp at 3... no feel tired at al...
aft do things d go shopping at jasco i buy alot of things then go hm msg edwin
he scold me cos i spend rm300+...XP
i try to go shopping so tat i wont miss u so much...
bt when i came back i saw u on9... i very hapi tat i cn chat wif u

i thought i cn meet u on this friday...
bt u told me u cnt meet me on friday... i very sad...T.T
u told me i wont me for 4days ny bt plus tmr n friday cnt meet means
6days din meet u d... if saturday stil cnt meet i wan die d...
haiz... u promise me just 4days dun meet bt nw i dun think is 4days d...

i very sad... i dun feel wan chat wif u anymore...
i dun wan meet u anymore... even it is suffering bt i reli dun wan to meet u d
u wan me chat wif u tmr when u were back... n ans ur cal...
i dun think i wil reply any of ur msg o ans ur cal... u hurt me enuf d...
i started to hate u... hope u leave me alone frm nw....

tmr i must find a way to avoid u... without u de day i very hurt...
then u stil say cnt meet... i reli dun wan this feeling to flw me... i dun think
i cnt wait u any longer i hope u agree to end up here...
mayb u dun knw tat i scat to b alone... i fogive wat u did bt i cnt fogive hw u hurt me
i try nt to think of u bt no matter wat i do u stil wil came into my mind...

loving u for so much is hurting me for so deep
missing u for so many days is making my tears drop every minute
thinking of u every seconds make me felt lonely without u by my side
rmb bout the sweet moment when im wif u is making me heart broken
u came into my mind for no reason makes me cnt leave without u...

3rd day without u

in the morning i saw edwin's msg... he look so angry in tat msg...
he scold me when he saw wat i write n comment on ur wall...
he say he wan gv up d he wan me b wif u... he say me din hargai him
he say i never feel hw he felt n others... he wan me leave him..
so i agree bt he say he suddenly say dun wan break...
i was no mood n very angry so i scolded him n force him to break

aft few hour he agree to break d bt he was reli sad he told me tat he say wrong
n wan me to fogive him so i fogive him n accept him back..
so today is the 1st day we couple n is oso my friend n his bf de 1 year couple
i saw they take pic together very sweet o... bt i jealous liao...XP
n my friend do a video n gv her bf... very loyal lo they both...

n edwin's bday 51days more... sso i ask him wat he wan he told me ntg...
wat should i gv him leh...?? n my fever ok abit d...
n tmr mrng i going out some where wif parents so i dun knw wat time came back..
n my credit finish d i told edwin bt he din help me top up...
i miss u... came back d faster cal me... i miss ur voice so much...

2nd day without u

this morning i wake up at 530 so i waited for ur msg n cal
for 2 hour in my room i never go out bt i foget tat u were in hk..i miss u so much...
i got fever... is the time tat i need u bt where were u...
im calling for u y dun u pick up y i cal u cnt get..
r u save there? is there cold? did u take care of urself well?

edwin saw wat i write on ur wall he scold me...
ytd kena scold today oso same... i nd u to accompany me bt where r u...
u told me u were there for me bt nw im sick...
u're nt here for me...T.T is so hurt...
i wan u... pls come back faster i reli miss u alot

b4 u leave i d got abit fever i dun knw tat aft few days u leave
i wil get fever... no matter hw i take care of myself
i stil got fever n its getting worst i need u...
pls take care of urself there... im fine here
dun worry i wil get wel soon... i hope u saw my msg n cal...

1st day without u

it wat 640 in the morning i saw ur msg n u missed cal me...
without thinking i replyed ur msg... bt i was very tired...
i ask myself nt to sleep so early cos i wan accompany u for the last day
n u called on 855 when i heard ur voice my tears rolled dwn frm my eye
i cnt stop crying when i heard ur voice...i try to hide frm u...
im worry tat u would found out so i din say much things
bt in my heart i never wan u to leave me i wan u always b by my side
i hv many thing to tel u bt time is running out...

is going to b lunch time bt i dun think i wan to eat...
i dun hv the mood to eat so i stay in the room til dinner time
i wait the phone very long i was waiting for ur msg bt u msg me abit ny
is ok i wil wait for u... i felt lonely without u today
the day is getting dark im worrying bout u bt u never use one of ur family's phone
r u cold there? did u eat every meal? did u hv fun there? r u hapi over there?
would u be sick? did u take care urself well? i never knw wat happen there...

nw is late at nite i started to missing u... miss of ur voice tat always cal me at nite
the voice tat always make me slp... bt today i cnt slp cos i miss u
i hope u wil send me a msg in the morning... i hope u wil slp wel at nite...
i dun wan u b emo... came back faster i cnt live without u...
i love u...

i cant foget bout ur love

I would be never sitting near the door watching u...
i'll be never the person who follows u whenever u goes...
i'll never be the one who is stupid thinking of the memories we've been together...
tats wat I said'but then i'm the one ending up looking at him and never give up on him everyday...

I'm sitting happily ,talking happily ,laughing with all I could
walking pass through u acting like I don even know u...
but even if I were to smile all the day , it cant cure the painess
hurtful scar tat u leave to me...
and i'm the one who will be sad in the heart although i'm nw laughing...

I would be the one sitting so lonely alone ,i would be the one crying..
i would be the one waiting for yr msg ,i would be the one who misses u a lot..
i would be the one hurting myself ,but I would nt wan anyone to notice it...
i would never want to cry infront of u ,i would never wants u to knw I still love u....
cause I did rather hurts myself then letting u knw...

i would love to see u although its just yr back ,i deserve it.....
i should have appreciate u earlier...
and nw when I think bout it ,i knw hw stupid I was last time ,and nw...
ntg could changes the way u treat me,the way u looks at me,the way once loved me......
i would just give up....but deep inside my heart...
i would just cry although I'm acting like I'm happy...

im ok even if u have another girl...

it's ok even if u have another girl
whoever it is,it's ok
even if im not your one n only
my heart thats beyond repair only knows u
even if i know how u feel
i can't do anything about it
my heart must b crazy

i like u
i really like u
yes it's ok if u have another girl
it may seem foolish but you're one n only
really u are
it's ok,even if it hurts, i'll stil love u

the warm sunlight spills through
you shining brilliantly under it
i want to be together with you and that smile
no matter who else is by your side.
my foolish head does not listen to me again
even if i know that it's an unrequited love
i can't stop it

my heart must be crazy
i like u
i really like you
yes it's ok if you have another girl
it may seem foolish but you're my one and only
really you are...
it's ok,even if it hurts, i'll love you

even though i tell myself not to go there
my heart calls for you again
without a single sound
calling u softly(telling u to look at me)
i call u again(telling you tat i love you)

one day i cry n then the next,i laught
my heart can't endure it anymore
if y heart did't possess your love
this love won't end
can't you hole me one more time?
the words that you can't hear, i love you
really, i love you

yes it's ok if u have another girl
it may seem foolish but you're my one and only
really you are
it's ok,even it hurts, i'll stil love you forever

love me pls...

my friend say i'm a fool to think that you're the one for me
i guess im just a sucker of love
cuz honestly the truth is that u knw im never leaving
cause you're my angle sent from above
baby u can do no wrong
my money is yours
give u little more because i love ya, LOVE YA
with me,girl,is where u belong
just stay right there i promise my dear
i'll put nothing above ya

love me,love me say that u love
fool me,fool me oh how u do me
kiss me,kiss me say that u miss me
tel me what i wanna hear tel me...
love me,love me say that u love me
fool me,fool me oh how u do me
kiss me,kiss me say that u miss me
tel me what i wanna hear...
tel me you love me...

people try to tel me bt i stil refuse to listen
cause they dont get to spend time wif u
a minute which is worth more then
a thousand day without ur love....
love me,love me say that u love me
fool me,fool me oh how u do me
kiss me,kiss me say that u miss me
tel me what i wanna hear tel me...

love me,love say that u love me
fool me,fool me oh how u do me
kiss me,kiss me say that u miss me
tel me what i wanna hear
tel me u love me...
my heart is blind but i dont care
cause when im with y everything has disappeared
n everytime i hold u near..
i never wanna let u go

love me,love me say that u love me
fool me,fool me oh how u do me
kiss me,kiss me say that u miss me
tel me what i wanna hear
tel me........
love me,love me say that u love me
fool me,fool me oh how u do me
kiss me,kiss me say that u miss me
tel me what i wanna hear....
TEL ME TAT U LOVE ME.....