1st day without u

it wat 640 in the morning i saw ur msg n u missed cal me...
without thinking i replyed ur msg... bt i was very tired...
i ask myself nt to sleep so early cos i wan accompany u for the last day
n u called on 855 when i heard ur voice my tears rolled dwn frm my eye
i cnt stop crying when i heard ur voice...i try to hide frm u...
im worry tat u would found out so i din say much things
bt in my heart i never wan u to leave me i wan u always b by my side
i hv many thing to tel u bt time is running out...

is going to b lunch time bt i dun think i wan to eat...
i dun hv the mood to eat so i stay in the room til dinner time
i wait the phone very long i was waiting for ur msg bt u msg me abit ny
is ok i wil wait for u... i felt lonely without u today
the day is getting dark im worrying bout u bt u never use one of ur family's phone
r u cold there? did u eat every meal? did u hv fun there? r u hapi over there?
would u be sick? did u take care urself well? i never knw wat happen there...

nw is late at nite i started to missing u... miss of ur voice tat always cal me at nite
the voice tat always make me slp... bt today i cnt slp cos i miss u
i hope u wil send me a msg in the morning... i hope u wil slp wel at nite...
i dun wan u b emo... came back faster i cnt live without u...
i love u...